I'm bored and uninspired... damnit...

I swear I'm gunna forget how to draw...

life is fun in itself but i dont feel like i want to draw anything... at all

LoL! funny emoticon!!

Me…

Well I'm the girl who will get attached

Who will listen

Who will care even if you don’t…

I'm emo on the inside,

But laugh too much on the outside

I act happy so people wont ask what’s wrong

I’ll go out at 2 am just to swing and look at the stars

I'm sad but try not to be

I can be a whore with the right guy

I think people hate me if they don’t tell me other wise

I try not to care but end up caring anyways

I'm lonely because I've never had a father in the old fashioned sense

I cant bare to love my mother after what I did

I miss my brother and need him more than he thinks

I’m broken and want to be fixed…

I wish I knew how, I wish I had help

But everyone leaves

I'm the girl that will keep someone in her heart forever even if she can’t
keep

I’m the girl that is too brave

I’m the girl that will get herself in trouble

I’m the girl that wishes to be saved before it’s too late

I’m the one everyone calls weird

I’m too defensive because im afraid if someone thought badly of me
they’d leave too

I’m the one that was almost raped

The one that lost the only boy that said he loved her, the only one that hugged her

I’m the one who will bottle things up until she explodes and cries her eyes out

I’m the one that wishes shed be loved

I'm the one that will try anything once

I'm the one with porcelain skin

The one with green eyes

I'm the one that sees sadness in your soul

I'm the one that will take care of you no matter what

I'm the one that cares far too much

I'm the one that loves without abandon

I'm the one that can't help it

I'm the one that tries to forget

But can't remember other things

I'm the one that misses a certain thing

I'm the one that never regrets

Its my birthday

so im all happy like

Info:

[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[x] I have a tattoo.
[ ] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] I have/I've had braces.(had)
[x] I wear glasses. (when i take my contacts off)
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.(weirddd)
[x] I have more than 2 piercing.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life:

[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[x] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[ ] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[ ] I want to have kids someday. (i am undecided)
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work:
[x] I'm in school
[ ] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[x] I failed more than 1 class last year.(math and physics)
[ ] I've stolen something from my job. (i dont have a job...)
[ ] I've been fired.

Embarrassment:

[ ] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I've peed from laughing. (i was holding it in already though...)
[ ] I've snorted while laughing.
[ ] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something.
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health:

[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment
[ ] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[x] I've broken a bone
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[x] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[ ] I've had chicken pox.
[ ] I've had measles

Traveling:

[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day. (well i personally havent but i was sitting in the passenger seat)
[x] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[x] I've been to Mexico. (many times...)
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[x] I've been to Europe. (many times...)
[ ] I've been to Africa.

Experiences:

[x] I've gotten lost in my city. (hahaha serveral times)
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[x] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving. (I hope to, before i die)
[x] I've gone skinny dipping. (a while ago)
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[x] I've been Skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights. (i will before i die hopefully)
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[x] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships:

[x] I'm single.
[ ] I'm in a relationship
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[ ] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced. (parents are)
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back. (oh yeah)
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality:

[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[x] I have kissed a stranger

Honesty/Crime:

[ ] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[ ] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[x] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol:

[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[x] I've smoked weed.
[x] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem (with water)
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[ ] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] I've woken up crying.


Death and Suicide:

[ ] I'm afraid of dying.
[ ] I hate funerals.
[ ] I've seen someone dying
[x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[x]] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[x] I've planned my own suicide. (not really planed just thought about...)
[x] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism:

[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[x] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece. (all unnecessary gifts...)
[x] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[x] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie. (i used to but i gave them to friends...)

Random:

[x] I can sing well.
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[ ] I open up to others easily.
[ ] I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly.
[ ] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I like sports but not that much.
[ ] I twirl my hair.
[x] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[ ] I love being neat.
[ ] I love Spam (eww)
[x] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day (omg... that was a pain)
[x] I bake well. (love it)
[ ] My favorite color is either white, yellow, red or blue all of them except pink!
[x] I've worn pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun
[ ] I am in love with love.(how corny does that sound...)
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.(Only if others laugh with me)
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message. (i have done that like once)
[x] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class. (it was hilarious)
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish. (in some places)
[ ] I love white chocolate (way too sweet)
[ ] I bite my nails.
[ ] I play video games.
[ ] I'm good at remembering faces.
[ ] I'm good at remembering names.
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. (i have ideas...)

[x] All of those are answered honestly

im very overwhelmed...i dont know what and where i want to get my new tattoo done...i have so many ideas that its confusing me...